So, since I never got around to doing this, I suppose I should finally put one of these posts up..



Credit goes to my lovely x_missxmurder_x over at schizo_icons_xo. ♥


Comment if we've got some common interests and such, and I may just add you back. =D

-Kitty ♥

K, so I've been planning to do this for awhile, and.. I havent checked my flist in like a week. I'm terrified of how many posts I've probably missed, so. I think nows as good a time as any to do the friends cut I've been planning.

Please don't take offense if I cut you, it's nothing personal. I just.. don't typically read your posts, and as far as I know, you don't read mine either.

If I cut you and you really want me to add you back, just comment my friends only post - I'll probably add you back.

Sorry :( iluall.

THERE. ARE. SO. MANY.

To start; Christopher Byers, Stevie Branch, and Michael Moore. [Robinhood Hills murder/killing]

Only, I'm sad to say that the main reason their murder intruiges me isn't them or the murder itsself - but don't get me wrong, it's some fucking horrific shit - it's just that the 3 men (pretty much boys themselves at the time) who were charged with this murder.. God, I honestly don't believe they did it. And there are so so so many others who agree with me.

Another one that really gets under my skin is the JonBenét Ramsey case. And then, of course, there's (some of these are only murder-conspericies, i think - written off as suicides and such) Karissa Boudreau, JFK, Marilyn Monroe (sp?), Kurt Cobain, Rina Virk, Laci Peterson, 'the yogurt shop murders', and Lynne Harper. And so many others. The Black Dahlia case is rather interesting, too.

Really, I'm more interested in the killers than the stories, though. I love learning about serial killers/criminals. ^^; Béla Kiss, Charles Manson, Jeffrey Dalmer, Jack the Ripper, Paul Bernardo&Karla Hamolka, Alan Legere, the BTK Killer, Lizzie Bordon, Erzsebet Bathory, ... they're so interesting. And then there's Collumbine (sp?), which I have a weird interest in.

I don't pretend to be an expert on these cases/killers, but I do find them so interesting.

I've been trying to decide ALL DAY but the list keeps changing. x.x;

1 MEST's self-titled album
2 Green Day - American Idiot
3 Good Charlotte - The Chronicles of Life & Death
4 The Rankins - Collection
5 A Taste Of The Maritimes
6 Paul Simons - Graceland
7 Alan Jackson - Drive
8 Hedley's self titled album
9 Billy Talent's first self titled album
10 Hilary Duff - Metamorphasis

Honourable mentions
Lil' Bow Wow - Beware of Dog
Hilary Duff's self titled album
All other MEST/Good Charlotte/Green Day albums
Billy Talent - Billy Talent 2
X-tina - Stripped
Shania Twain's - Greatest Hits
Brandy - Full Moon
Destiny's Child - Survivor
Alicia Keys - Songs In A Minor
Nelly - Country Grammar
so many others~

Honest to God I feel like a terrible person everytime I'm asked this.

..

Okay.

I didn't even know.

I didn't know until the next day.
My parents didn't want me to know, or something.

I guess I was at school when it happened. Grade.. 6, I think? I dunno. 5, maybe. Yeah. Grade 5.

I remember going home and not understanding why every chanel was playing the news. I remember being pissed off that it was news and not the BET 106 and Park Countdown or w/e it was called.

I ended up watching YTV, because it was all I could find. I believe the show was "Stick Around".

The next day at school, the teacher discussed it with us, and I remember that Danielle and I were like "wtf? what? what happened? *LOST*" and then we got Jessica to explain it to us when we got home. Actually, I don't remember if it was Danielle or Christianna, but I think it was Danielle. So Jess drew us a diagram. I think it was in blue marker, but I can't remember for sure.

Yeah, that's all I really remember.

Oh, and I dunno when. Maybe on the 12th or 13th, my mum and aunt stood in line at the Red Cross for hours, but the lines were so long and they never actually got to give blood to help out. That's how many people turned up to donate blood.

Now, every September 11th I just.. I don't even know. It depresses me when I actually give the topic thought. And, just. I don't even know.

Every year I look at the number or whatever, like, today is seven years. It doesn't feel like 7 years. It feels like less than one.

And, like.. I remember for the next few years, even now sometimes, I remember thinking "this is gonna cause world war three. this is world war three. our kids are gonna learn about this in school."
it kills me.

everytime I hear about another soldier (especially the Canadians, but all of them, really) my heart just breaks.
I want this to end. Honestly. Just.. it's been 7 years. Can't this stop?
I leave you with the lyrics to one of my favorite songs ever. gives me chills. makes me cry sometimes.

Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning) - Alan Jackson

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day
Out in the yard with your wife and children
Working on some stage in LA
Did you stand there in shock at the site of
That black smoke rising against that blue sky
Did you shout out in anger
In fear for your neighbor
Or did you just sit down and cry

Did you weep for the children
Who lost their dear loved ones
And pray for the ones who don't know
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble
And sob for the ones left below

Did you burst out in pride
For the red white and blue
The heroes who died just doing what they do
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer
And look at yourself to what really matters

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day
Teaching a class full of innocent children
Driving down some cold interstate
Did you feel guilty cause you're a survivor
In a crowded room did you feel alone
Did you call up your mother and tell her you love her
Did you dust off that bible at home
Did you open your eyes and hope it never happened
Close your eyes and not go to sleep
Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages
Speak with some stranger on the street
Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow
Go out and buy you a gun
Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watching
And turn on "I Love Lucy" reruns
Did you go to a church and hold hands with some stranger
Stand in line and give your own blood
Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family
Thank God you had somebody to love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love

The greatest is love
The greatest is love

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day

"Hate Me" - Blue October

(If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If your dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me.)

(”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon.
I was just calling to see how you ware doing.
You sounded really uptight last night.
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too.
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK,
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication.
You know I love you, and...
Take care honey
I know you're under a lot of pressure.
See ya. Bye bye”)

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

[Children voices:]
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
I can't believe you actually picked me

[Girl:] Hey Justin! [x12]





I think that just about sums it up.

So I'm not actually attempting this, but I'm just gonna say that if that's the same Hemingway that wrote The Old Man and The Sea [aka the world's most boring book], then yeah. I can see that 6 word story being his greatest work. :]

Edit:
http://www.wm3.org/live/newsevents/newsitem.php?index=1&news_Id=207
New article from Tuesday.

I kept thinking October. Why did I keep thinking October?
The hearings run between September 8th and October 3rd. I'm so excited. I can't wait until then. I can't wait until they're finally proven innocent. It is so long overdue.

Hm. I dunno how true it is, but I'll pass on the warning.

My mum says she was listening to the radio and they were saying something about a virus going around myspace/facebook/site's like that that will be sent looking like it's from someone on your flist.

Like I said, I dunno if it's true, but I thought I'd mention it incase no one else has heard.

I may not be opening private messages on FB any time soon, so try commenting my lj, or writing on my wall instead.


Also, why is my flist so slow today? D:

SO. EFFING. CUTE. [I can't even breath]

( and it gets better )


Like what you see?
Join messe_love for updates <3



..Oh hey. Oliver Pigott added me back on myspace. Sweet. :]


*EFFING SQUEEEEEEEEEE*
JESSE EFFING COTTAM JUST MESSAGED ME ON FACEBOOK.
Granted, he messaged his entire flist. But STILL @____________@
OH MY GODDDDDDD! <333
I can die happy now.

I really am sorry for all the flist raping


West Memphis Three: Time for Truth from Brian Quist on Vimeo.

This video is about 20 minutes long, and I know most of you are just going to scroll over it, but I truely believe that everyone here should watch it because everyone needs to know about the injustice that has happened. I thank God that something is finally being done to help make it stop.

I just feel so strongly about this case. I guess I have my sister to thank for bringing it to my attention, and I do thank her for that.

The support behind these three men makes me so happy, but it also makes me so angry because it is SO OBVIOUS that they are innocent, but the government just doesn't want to admit that they were wrong. I pray that everything works out for them. They've been in prison for far too long for a crime that they didn't commit.

Please. Watch the video. Learn about the injustice.

and vist http://www.wm3.org


Unrelated, but to save your flists
OMG OMGOMG OMG
Jesse just added me back on Facebook!
*flailing*
*squee* I see he added you, too, Kel. :D

Now if Cookie and Andy would add me back... :D
OH! And Mookie. Seriously. I added him the same day I added Jesse (forever ago). Though he did add me back on Myspace a few days ago.. :D



*jaw dropping*

nnnnnnnghhh




why is he so rediculously gorgeous? [this is so my new desktop]


*squees like woah*
HIS FAVORITE MOVIE IS PRINCESS BRIDE! THAT IS ADORABLE! Isn't that like a chick-flicky kind of movie? And he has the Bible as his favorite book.

Seriously. Is he perfection or what?



*FLAIL*

He added me on myspace too!
OMG. I wonder if my parents will let me order a Seven's Angel teeshirt off his myspace. Maybe once I order/receive th THH EP? :D?

ci6_slash

Join it, bbs.

<3


I'll try to get the messe com up and running soon, too~ :]
Though I must admit a moogott (? xD;) threesome is looking very appealing, too. xD

-Kitty

Because I can, and because I have been very muchly in a Christophe mood today. It's not all French, and he's has an amazing voice. These clips are really worth a listen/view.

Dancing In The Streets (with Murray Head(?))[English]

That? That is my new favorite thing of LIFE. Christophe <3 I love you, you dorktastic turtle with a female's voice.. xD

[English/French]

CORRECTION. THIS is my new favorite thing of life. HOLY SHIT. We Will Rock You? YESPLEASE. AH! AND JEUNE DEMOISELLE? MIXED? SO MUCH LOVE. I have GOT to find out what the third peice is from! But srsly. He must do a full cover of WWRY.


and here's me wishing that the video of him singing "Memory" hadn't got taken down! *cries* It's seriously beautiful. I can upload the audio if anyone wants it.

Double Jeu - live@Nouvelle Star 2007

His return visit to Nouvelle Star the year after he won. :D
(I know every word to this song. ^^; )

True Colors - performed on Nouvelle Star '06 [English]


Pour Ne Pas Vivre Suel - Another NS performance (Top 3). BEAUTIFUL song/performance.

There's amazingness at the end, after he finishes the perf. One of the judges actually comes up and hugs him, and the crowd is just chanting for him, and gah. ;;

I am very sad that I can't seem to find any video footage of when he won. D:

The video for Double Jeu, which I must admit is MAJORLY WEIRD (then again, so is the video for Elu Produit De L'annee.. ._.; ). First thing I ever saw by him, though, and I just fell in love. Totally worth watching though, even if it's just for the comedic relief. xD


RAWR. Every copy of the video for this has the embedding disabled. Here's the song by itself, though. Beautiful, beautiful song. One of my favorite songs ever.
Jacques a dit [which is the French equivalent of 'Simon Says'] I know every word to this one, too.


aaand, though I could go on for ages, here's the last one. It's Jill's and My "Jam". XD
Kiss The Bride [English]


Of course, this song is so much more than just "our jam". It's.. amazing. One of my favorites. The lyrics are just.. wow.

Tell me why
I don't want to touch you now
When I cry
Close the door
I can't stand to see your eyes
Anymore
No regret, don't forget
What I gave
I dont need you to explain
I don't need to wait in vain

I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Unlike you
I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Who cares too
I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just wanna find me a girl
To leave you

Break it all
I don't care it's not a shame
Our love is gone
Take it all
I won't ever call your name
I'll carry on
No regret, but don't forget
What I gave
I don't need you to explain
I don't need to wait in vain

I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Unlike you
I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Who cares too
I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
To leave you

How can I keep on loving
When you won't get along
You never thought you were
The one for me

I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Unlike you
I don't wanna to kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
Who cares too
I don't wanna kiss the bride
I just want to find me a girl
To leave you

I don't wanna kiss the bride


/love spreading&flist raping. :]

-Kitty

*giggles like a crazy girl*

http://images.radcity.net/5816/2752648.mp3

Oh, Mavid. How rediculously canon art thou?

		I will marry Michael Johns.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Texas in our fabulous House.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Cherry Red Impala.
		I will spend my days as a Therapist, and live happily ever after.

And things like that are why I love cookstro. Okay, not the only reason, but still. <3
And rinnuninnu. Yes. Thank you for those, bb. <3


That is why I was outraged when they cut his performance. I KNEW I'd be missing some amazing Cookstro moments. ;;

-Kitty

Here's my Idol recap.

Bull-FUCKING-Shit!

Paula's little slip up? Yeah. Their comments are pre-written, and she messed up by being her fuct-up, high self. The producers write them before hand, and we know they want Jason gone. It's wrong, and it makes me sick.

He's the biggest threat to their fucking perfect David-squared finale. Look at the online polls, people love Jason. The fans will be voting like wild tonight and he will STILL go home because the producer's do not care about the rules. They don't give two fucking shits about honesty, or integrity.

They will pull a Michael Johns on Jason tomorrow no matter how hard we vote, but we need to vote anyway, just to spit in their fucking faces.

Simon is the only judge that seems to still believe in him, and you know what. Fine. Simon's the only judge who's opinion even matters to me. Randy is a stuck-up prick who has his favorite styles, and if anything is something other than that he hates it. Paula is just cracked and off her rocker.

If Jason is sent home tomorrow I will not watch the rest of the season. I will watch DC's performances on youtube, and I will tune into the finale if Cookie's in it.

This is injustice. That's all there is too it.
Well, injustice and favortism.


This is why I stopped watching Idol. This is why I'm not planning to watch Canadian Idol once it starts. I'm not putting myself through this again.


-x-x-


On another note; his video was so cute! Forgetting the lyrics would be such a Jason move. And then the wide-eye thing and the head smack? TOO adorable.

And David's shirt. That's all I have to say, only not really. But how precious was his shirt?
And I love when he plays accoustic. *licks him*

Right about now Jason is crying into David's shoulder, and David is telling him that American Idol is stupid, and that he doesn't need it because is already too wonderful for words.

I don't think I can form anything else coherent so here you are.
-Kitty

I think my loathing of Geordi and Megan just magnified by about 100%. In Geo while we were watching Blood Diamond I overheard them dissing on Jason's performance of Memory and saying that he should have gone home.

He performed it 10 times better than they ever have. Yes, they're the reason I know the song, but I'd take Jason singing it in our dinner theatres over them any day. I wanted to turn around and punch them, but I couldn't. It pissed me off so much. I know it wasn't his best performance and all, but the dissing coming from two of my least favorite people in the entire world just made me so angry! I know it's silly, because obviously people are gonna have that opinion about it, but seriously! Ugh.


I was up until about 1 a.m. this morning writing my Animal Farm essay. Thank God I finished it. Tonight I've gotta do that character study, though. x.x;

Tomorrow's the day of silence, and I think I want to do it again. I dunno, though. I'm possibly doing an English presentation tomorrow, so that would screw me over.
I want to do it, though..

Work again tomorrow~ Yay! Not. I'm so glad I have Saturday night, and Sunday off. I need to catch up on some sleep. And watch Phantom of the Opera, so I can give it back to Kristine on Monday.

New Moonlight tomorrow~ *dances* And new Supernatural tonight, me thinks.

I'm off to go do the dishes.
xoox
-Kitty

Snagged from Aish
1. Put your music player on "random." Skip songs with not-very interesting titles (such as "Concerto #4 in E minor")
2. List the titles of the first 25 songs to come up.
3. Put "in my pants" after each title.
4. Bold the ones that actually made you laugh

- In The Devil's Snare/The Flying Keys In My Pants
- Devil's Son In My Pants
- Mama Liked The Roses In My Pants (um... o.o;)
- Demain In My Pants
- Blood Children In My Pants
- I Don't Want To Fall In Love In My Pants
- Let's Get Drunk and Be Somebody In My Pants
- Libetine In My Pants (ahaha! PROSTITUTE IN MY PANTS!)
- More Than A Memory In My Pants
- Fuck Like A Star In My Pants
- A Little Priest In My Pants (UM!?)
- Amazed In My Pants
- Problem Solving Skillz In My Pants
- My Friends In My Pants (maybe if I was a guy, LOL)
- Never Wanted Nothing More In My Pants
- Animal I Have Become In My Pants
- Let It Be Christmas In My Pants (ROFL)
- Poor Jack In My Pants
- I'm Gonna Miss Her In My Pants
- Ghetto Millionaire In My Pants
- Tush In My Pants
- Sin and Sacrifice In My Pants
- Riding With Private Malone In My Pants (*dies*)
- Vivre ou Survivre In My Pants
- Skin and Bones In My Pants

and because 25 just isn't enough;
- Murdered In The Mosh In My Pants
- Make Out Club In My Pants
- For The Nights I Can't Remember In My Pants
- Pourquoi J'ai Mal In My Pants (um... creepy..)
- Papa Don't Preach In My Pants
- I'll Be In My Pants (AHAHAHA! LMAO!)
- Don't Happen Twice In My Pants (wtF)
- When A Child Is Born In My Pants
- Swinging The Dead In My Pants
- Everything That Glitters In My Pants (zomg. Jasper Hale? o.o;)
- The Arrival of Baby Harry In My Pants
- Uptight In My Pants
- Broomstick In My Pants (someone's over confident)
- God, That's Good In My Pants
- Luna Lovegood Is OK In My Pants
- Sparkeling Diamonds In My Pants (again with the Cullens and Hales?)
- Been There, Done That In My Pants
- Welcome To Paradise In My Pants
- Wake The Dead In My Pants

Okay, stopping now. Peace.

OMD. TOO HILARIOUS.
"We love eachother, really."

I knew it! XD

<3